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Warmer
02:38
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I don't want you in my bedroom
I just want to know you'd want to
I don't care how cold that makes me my landlord john pays for the heat and you didn't offer did you baby
there you are for three straight days is it a sign that I'm deranged
for wondering if it's something
that I should keep my eyes on
cuz you might have a head shot
shoot me once or shoot me twice
the hundredth time I'll still play nice cuz I'm not even that invested
I'm just here to play out my death wish a broken heart with its defects
I want to be on your mind
and in your space crossing the line and blurring all our body parts until I don't know who I was
I must've been on my way out
I don't want you in my bedroom
I just want to know you'd want to
I don't care how cold that makes me my landlord john pays for the heat and you didn't offer did you baby you didn’t offer to make me warmer
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Directions
03:57
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I know you’ve got your friends in the backseat of your car
and I’ve heard all the stories from when you pushed the pedal way too far thought you’d still pick me up and show me what you were made of
back when you drove for months just to drive all the way back to park
how come it’s never me?
and yet I’m still waiting
I’m calling to tell you I would’ve read the map for miles
so you could get us there
I’m calling to tell you I’m on the subway and I’m no longer coming it’s not like you would care
you paint your pictures of road side stops and empty streets
oh what I would give to sit in the passenger seat
thought you’d still pick me up cuz I decided to believe in us
but when push came to shove you left me alone on the concrete
how come it hurts so bad?
there’s nowhere to arrive at
I’m calling to tell you I would’ve read the map for miles
so you could get us there
I’m calling to tell you I’m on the subway and I’m no longer coming
it’s not like you would care
I’m calling to tell you you’re out of gas and you’re close to stalling
I’m calling to tell you I’m having nightmares but you’re probably alright I’m calling to tell you I hope that you just get where you’re going
and you find yourself somewhere
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All the things
02:33
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of all the things that I would like to someday tell you, it’s too heavy, my arms are full of holding someone else’s hands
to think that all I’ve found here down here in the hole that I have dug is the absence of colors and their counterparts
the only thought that I can think inside the darkness is how I miss you but not enough to climb back up to the edge
and lose everything I lost while I was dreaming once again
so the years go by and you remain in a town I’ve never seen
I’m still in the same place with no footing or foundation I can fall to when I falter oh how some things never change
kept the ice around for bruises but it’s melting
up somewhere out in the sun where I can’t remember and I can’t ignore
all the things that I have lost while I was dreaming
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I can get emotional too
02:56
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sometimes I’m a girl and sometimes I’m the oldest man in the world
on the loneliest train car in the busiest city wishing that someone might think that I’m pretty
sometimes I’m the boss and sometimes I’m all curled up in your palm
you string me along, a loose thread of a seam, I’m still hoping that you might say what you mean
like “I didn’t think that, you could get mad
no I didn’t think that you could get mad
no I didn’t think that you could get mad”
but I can and i am and I can and I am and I can and I am and I can
I break my neck
so you can heal it
to feel important
so make it make sense I make the bed
so you can get in
I break my neck
how could you forget
sometimes I’m on time but most of my life I’ve been running behind
now it seems like I’ll never catch up but the world spins too fast when it’s all said and done sometimes I’m your friend and sometimes I hope to never see you again
in the busiest city on the loneliest evening, I miss you so much I can hardly believe it
oh you didn’t think that I could get sad
no you didn’t think that I could get sad
no you didn’t think that I could get sad
but I can and I am and I can and I am and I can and I am and I can
no I didn’t think that you could make me mad
no I didn’t think that you could make me sad
no I didn’t think that you could get me back
but you did and i give what I’ve got but it’s not what I want so I stop and we drop off
I break my neck
so you can heal it
to feel important
so make it make sense I make the bed
so you can get in
I break my neck
how could you forget how could I forgive
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Dropped the ball
02:15
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all I want to know is if the writing on the wall is written in a tongue that I could swallow would reading it make me feel awful
try to tie the knot too tight and look into a blinding light to see everything I've been missing while zoning out in my man made prison
you saw the way I dropped the ball
into pieces into pieces into pieces into pieces
you caught me on my one day off
I don't believe it don't believe don't believe it don't believe it
there is then and there is never a ghost who's heard of buried treasure at least they've got a destination but it's been turned into gas station
"so smile when you get the chance" they tell me as their faces can't but there is nothing else like effort so here I am on their endeavor
you saw the way I dropped the ball
into pieces into pieces into pieces into pieces
you caught me on my one day off
I don't believe it don't believe don't believe it don't believe it
into pieces I don’t believe it
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6. |
Niagara falls
02:27
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I don’t wanna be your coffin
I just wanna see Niagara Falls
there’s nails in the walls
nails in the walls
word on the street is you’ve been walkin’
I don’t wanna be your coffin
you’d look good in Tennessee
stare straight at me
stare straight at me
word on the street is total silence
wanna get sentimental, saccharine, and detrimental?
oh yeah I can get nostalgic, oh yeah baby I can get sick
I don’t wanna be your coffin
or on a train through Battle Creek
your voice makes me weak
you make me weak
word on the street is you’ve been talkin’
I don’t wanna be your coffin
just want a place on Sunset Strip
can you take me with
can you take me with
word on the street is the weather’s boring
wanna get sentimental, saccharine, and detrimental?
oh yeah i can get nostalgic, oh yeah baby I can get sick
oh yeah I can get nostalgic, oh yeah it’s almost too quick
I don’t want to be your coffin
I just want to be your best friend
I don’t want to be your coffin
I just want to be your best friend
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200 million steps
04:03
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it’s a holiday, could I learn to celebrate?
oh to embrace a fall from grace, I’ll miss you most when it’s mine to make
so scared to feel my rage, I keep it close to my rib cage
it’s mine to face and to retain, but I miss you more every passing day
I know, it’s life to death, that’s the way it goes
I know, I’m the one who left just to find it so
I know, a location could never be a home
I know, a relation lasts longer than bones
changing a residence, the reflection of my footprints
call it an inheritance, I miss I miss I miss I miss
I know, a location could never be a home
I know, a relation lasts longer than bones
I know, it’s life to death, that’s the way it goes
I know, i’m the one who left just to find it so
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8. |
Stagnant
02:26
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you’ve been contacted by
the very people you despise
so what are you gonna say to them?
it’s quiet stagnant quiet
you're talking too loud
they gave everyone I’ve ever known a life boat with no place to go no place to go
what is it that you’re gonna say
what will you tell them to their face
good riddance you’re an imperialist, your entire empire is full of hypocrites
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I had a dream last night
I had a dream last night
I had a dream last night
where we were together
I had a dream last night
I had a dream last night
I had a dream last night
you took photos of the architecture
I tried to get back there
but I sat down instead
with everything that makes me scared
to converse about the spider web
and the intricate findings
of the fear in my eye
and how my skin is unwinding
and that there’s more here than life
I had a dream last night
where things were getting better
I had a dream last night
there was something special about the architecture
and the intimate findings
of the fear in my eye
and how my skin is unwinding
and that there’s more here than life
so I must have been thinking about the way that you move
and the silence between us, affecting the way I do too
so I must have been thinking about the way that you move
and the silence between us, affecting the way I do too
I had a dream last night
I had a dream last night
I had a dream last night
and woke up inside of architecture
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